the musician (part 2)

SMILE. it's too easy for us. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY. we're just too happy. we're happy until we never really care about something. THE UNSPOKEN THING. now you realized. it's just like we creating moments without ever care. GOSH,look at you. YOU. i know you. i know youuuu. but this time i don't know it's you. grrrrrrr. WHY. why didn't you tell me. NOW you tell me. i never know it's you.....

the musician (part 1)

ia datang membawakanku sebuah gaun yang terbuat dari benang harapan dan khayalan, serta renda-renda kebahagiaan, sebuah gambaran sempurna tentang kehidupan yang menyenangkan.
" hi."
" hi."
" don't you see me? i brought you this dress."
aku termenung memandangi gaun itu. begitu indah. namun gaun itu pernah ia tawarkan dulu. aku tidak habis pikir mengapa ia kembali menawarkannya padaku. entah kenapa....tapi gaun itu terlihat jauh lebih indah dari sebelumnya. tapi ada yang berbeda. ada kancing keraguan yang sebelumnya dipasang di kedua lengannya, namun kancing itu sekarang hanya tinggal satu.
" why do you have to keep the other one? "
" because of you."
" why me? "
" you, there's a part of you that still confusing me. u never told me if you like the dress or not."

aku menyukai gaun itu.
" i'm so happy that you're here, brought me this dress."
" really? "
" yeah. but i still have the old one."
" yeah. i know. i made the other dress, for the other one."
" see. THAT'S OUR PROBLEM. "