Please don't cry.
You know all you have to do is just passing another stepping stone. Another change in your life, where change is a choice and inevitable. You realized, that you’re powerless to change certain situations and cirsumstances. It's alright, my dear, you can do something within the context of time, the attempt to encapsulate, still capturing moments and make them real, make them count and not allowing them to become some hazy blur of color, perhaps artistically beautiful yet remain undefined and muted nonetheless.
We try to hold on.
You try to hold on.
you know, "that person" are probably something or someone who’ll make you see the moments that are spectacular and alive and not as something transitory and vanishing. Something instance that’ll teach us that letting go of the past is not a sign of helplessness or inability but a mark of courage and our capacity to hope and have faith. And your start-over maybe is a new change. But you see, start over sometimes become the most difficult thing to do be it with love, friendship, work, everything, since you hurt once, the middle is where the heart of it all lies, and who knows when you fail again, ending is the most bitter without the sweet.
so yeah, that leads you : start over is a massive stepping stone.
You realize what this and that really means? when do you start to be satisfied with who you are and what you have? when do you start to end this searching for where to start?